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Sunday, 14 September 2008

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    Monster
    By R.E.M.
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    I has a promotion.. kind of

    Okay.. so this week was fabulous.  I worked full time in the early preschool classroom with the exception of a few small stints I did with the infants/toddlers, and then the after school program.  Anyway, I got serious props from the lead teacher, and a primary teacher.  I was really proud considering I had only been in the room a few days.  And the kids are absolutely adorable!

    Anyway, on Friday, I found out that I get to assume the role of a primary teacher in the infant/toddler room this week!!  I'm hoping the promotion is semi-permanent.  I get to spend time with my babies and *crosses fingers* hopefully get primary teacher pay.  I get an off day on Wednesday, so that's probably when I'll update this again.

    Other than that, life is still wonderful.  Joel and I spent mass time together yesterday watching Dr. Who and talking about all kinds of things.  I really like our random conversations that we seem to have pretty regularly.  I also got to give him PeptoBismol yesterday.. which was epic to say the least.  He is so adorable.  <3  

    As far as critter updates go, I have a few:

    Rose- She is actually getting bigger!  She's still Ms. Micro Kitty, but at least she is less skeletal.  She also puts up a fight for food.. especially of the canned variety.  The little bugger just about took my finger off last Monday.  I was pissed and proud of her at the same time.

    Doc- Eh.. Doc is still Doc.  He sleeps like a dead hamster, is possessive over food, and demands snuggle time.  The only difference is he's a little bigger and doesn't throw up anymore.  Both good things.

    Lain- She's been coughing and that bother me.  She might have to go to the vet this week, but she's finally filling out.  She got her stitches out... Thursday I think.  In any case, she's wonderful.  

    Zephyr-  Massive as always.  I brushed him today and he actually seemed to partially enjoy it.  I was proud of him.  

    Gulliver- He's becoming more and more "civilized".  He snuggled with me while Joel and I watched Dr. Who and actually fell asleep.. and snored.  It was adorable.  He's a bit obsessed with food, but he's doing a lot better about listening, which I think is in part because I am a lot more direct with him since I've been teaching.  I don't let the kids get away with things, so I'm definitely not going to let him do it.

    Art Update:

    I have a drawing in the works!  It's a bit of a tribute to Magritte. Hopefully it turns out nicely.  It's going to be entirely in pencil because I haven't done something like that in a long time... I think... the more I think about it the more i want to do it in pastel.  We'll see.

    Anyhow.. that's life right now.

Tuesday, 02 September 2008

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    Furnace Room Lullaby
    By Neko Case & Her Boyfriends
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    a BIG update

    I have around three main things to cover in this update.
    • An Amazing Weekend- This weekend was indeed amazing. First, it was a three-day-weekend! As much as I enjoy being an employed member of society, I do love being able to sleep in if I want to, spend time with Joel and the critters, and get artsy if I feel the urge. It's a lot easier to do all of those things during the weekend. Anyway, Joel took me to the Nashville Zoo on Saturday!! I was soooo excited! Basically, I haven't been to the zoo.. any zoo.. since I was around five... and I don't even really remember it. So, I'm counting this as my first time to a zoo! I'm surprised I was able to make it out of there without crying, because I almost did more times than I can count. I get really overwhelmed by warm fuzzies.. and that was warm fuzzy overload. It was fan-frickin-tastic, and we got lots of really cool pictures! I'll be making a scrapbook of them soon. I love online scrapbooks..
    • Two New Additions to the Family- Yeah, we shouldn't have. And, we really didn't intend to in the first place, and I will take full blame for them being here.. but something had to be done! We were at the Madison police department getting my fingerprint cards filled out when we noticed some broads trying to find homes for kittehs!! LOTS of kittehs.. like thirteen of them. Anyway, if they didn't have a home soon, they were going to be turned loose to thrive on their own without a family to take care of them...psh.. not on my watch! Thankfully, Joel was brilliant (as he is most always) and said that we'd take two.. i thought woah.. really? *squee* And, even though I already wanted to keep them on the inside, I was a good sport and said we'd find them good homes... that lasted pretty much until we got them in the car and gave them names. :( By then, I was hooked as was hoping they'd be staying. And, they are. Their names are Doctor and Rose (after Doctor Who and Rose Tyler). Here is the link to their online scrapbook I made because I have the flu right now and am currently not at work.

    http://www.scrapblog.com/viewer/viewer.aspx?sbid=569223
    • Politics-  I am royally pissed and insulted that McCain took the governor broad from Alaska in hopes of winning over the Hillary Clinton fans.  When someone has to ask what the vice president does when they are being added to the ticket, that says something... not to mention the fact that she is under investigation and has very little political experience.  Oh well.. this will hopefully only be wonderful for the Obama campaign.
    Oooops.  I guess i forgot a 4th thing.  Gulliver, Lain, and Zephyr all got fixed today!  Zephyr gets to come home tonight, but Lain and Gulliver will have to wait until tomorrow.  I'm so happy they're all okay.  I cried when we had to leave them there this morning.  I miss them already, and am so excited for them to be back!

Wednesday, 13 August 2008

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    Fumbling Towards Ecstasy
    By Sarah McLachlan
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    "I made a mess! I clean it up! Watch!"

    Oi... kids are special.  I'll just say that first.

    Today, I spent around 3 and a half hours at Madison Premier, and loved every minute.  I met a great staff, and little buggers that were absolutely precious.. even the squirrely ones.  I basically spent an hour and a half in each division (2 year olds, and 3-4 year olds).  First, I spent time with the 3-4 year olds through two classrooms.  First, I met Miss Wallace and Miss Hinton.  I talked with Miss Hinton more than Miss W, but both were really nice and also seemed to love the kids.  I got to watch them do show and tell, snack time, and recess.  One of the little boys showed me his plastic frog and said it was pretty.  I agreed with him, and a lot of the other ones in that class smiled.. and ... oh dear.. what was her name.. Caroline I think.. but she didn't like graham crackers. 

    Anyway, then I went to the next room where I met Miss Watson and Miss Phillips.  These ladies are stellar!  They have so much patience and are just absolutely sweet.  The kids are priceless too.  This little guy named Michael pushed Megan, and Megan cried and told Miss Phillips and her friends.. and then one of her friends, Aniston, said she didn't want to play with Michael anymore.  Seriously.. I didn't know kids held grudges at that age, but apparently they do.  For the rest of the time, Megan, Aniston, and their other friend just did their own thing.  I met a little boy named Habi, and other named Cosi.  Habi said his big wheel was a motorcycle, and I told him it was a very nice motorcycle.  Then Jenna said she had a motorcycle too, and I told her the same.  On a more serious note, this one boy in the class named Emerson might have autism.  It was rather heartbreaking to watch him during recess because he played by himself most of the time and just acts like he doesn't really hear what people are telling him, but at the same time he's really affectionate and gives hugs.  I felt bad that there wasn't anything I could do for him. 

    During recess, I had to leave to visit the really little kids (who are around 2 years old).  This was tripping!  The ladies over there were Miss Toney, Miss Parkyll, and Miss Laudevin (I probably mispelled her name).  Again, great ladies with lots of diversity in personality.  I really liked observing them because they seemed to have their own style of talking with the kids, disciplining them, etc.  The kids were very talkative!  The first one I "bonded" with was Emma.  Emma is around 1 and a half and really liked playing peek-a-boo.  She also smiled and waved a lot.  The next one to communicate with me was Presley who gave me a bandaid that she found on the ground and told me it was a boo-boo.  Then, this little boy with cataracts on his eyes named Michael gave me a hug... he likes to go up and lick people... but when he does that you have to tell him, "No, sir!"  Yeah, I am so hooked on this job it isn't funny.  When they were having their lunch (they got fruit, broccoli, and hamburger helper), I sat with them, and Sawyer was pointing out pictures on the wall and then found his picture and said, "It's me!"  He also told me he didn't like broccoli, and tried to give me some.  I said no thank you and that I didn't like broccoli either.  Then, someone informed me they liked carrots, and Presley said she liked cheese.  Carter (Presley's twin) showed me the strawberries on the wall and said they were apples, and I explained to him they were strawberries and he said, "strawbabies."  My heart melted!  At some point during lunch, Sawyer spilled his milk.  Carter gasped and Presley got a concerned look on her face.  Sawyer looked at me and said, "I made a mess!" I said, "Yes, you did!  You spilled your milk."  He then told me that he was going to clean it up, and told me to watch... sure enough, he cleaned it up with a towel.   I told him he did a good job and he had the biggest smile on his face.

    Basically, if I don't get this job.. I'm going to cry... I love those kids already... I should hear back about it sometime this afternoon or tomorrow morning.  I know at least Miss Hinton, Miss Phillips, and Miss Parkyll are cheering for me, so we'll see.  *crosses fingers*

    Regardless, Joel has been more than supportive and even picked me up during his lunch break.  Being loved is awesome.

Monday, 04 August 2008

  • So Unsexy
    -Alanis Morissette

    Oh these little rejections how they add up quickly
    One small sideways look and I feel so ungood
    Somewhere along the way I think I gave you the power to make
    Me feel the way I thought only my father could

    Oh these little rejections how they seem so real to me
    One forgotten birthday I'm all but cooked
    How these little abandonments seem to sting so easily
    I'm 13 again am I 13 for good?

    I can feel so unsexy for someone so beautiful
    So unloved for someone so fine
    I can feel so boring for someone so interesting
    So ignorant for someone of sound mind

    Oh these little protections how they fail to serve me
    One forgotten phone call and I'm deflated
    Oh these little defenses how they fail to comfort me
    Your hand pulling away and I'm devastated

    When will you stop leaving baby?
    When will I stop deserting baby?
    When will I start staying with myself?

    Oh these little projections how they keep springing from me
    I jump my ship as I take it personally
    Oh these little rejections how they disappear quickly
    The moment I decide not to abandon me
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    Elizabethtown
    By Original Soundtrack
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    A few things

    The Weekend:

    This weekend simply was.  It had a life all its own.  We stayed at Joel's parents' house on Friday night, and it was really nice to talk with them, see Gulliver spend time with Gillead (their collie/sheltie mix), and analyze some things.  First, the way Joel's parents behave is... disturbingly similar to the way the two of us behave when we're together.  Joel is very much like his dad, and I'm pretty similar to his mom.  It's nice and weird at the same time, but comforting.  Gulliver got in plenty of walks, played with toys that were too big for him, and engulfed Gilly's food.  I was quite proud when Joel's parents gave me a small list of things to remind Joel of.  It feels nice to be dependable.  Joel's mom showed me how to continue the chain I crocheted, so hopefully I'll have a finished blanket pretty soon.  She also gave me a knife for painting, and some medium for my oils.  I was like woot!! 

    Then, we went to spend the night with Joel's friend Adam on Saturday.  Adam is pretty awesome, but the day was pretty much an emotional trainwreck for me, and I was absolutely elated to head home Sunday morning.  I think I can leave the description of the day like that.... with the exception that Joel might be watching Tombstone pretty soon because Adam agrees that it is a killer flick... go figure.. I can pick out a decent movie after all...

    Total number of bug bites: 21 (all on my legs... so much for wearing skirts)
    Snuggle count:  on life support
    Scenic views:  lots... Tennessee is pretty even in the boonies.. go figure..
    Result: Sunday was spent with aloe vera ointment for sunburn to reduce itchies...snuggle debt was reduced immensely.... kinda lonely today... i wants my snuggles dang it!

    In Other News:

    I filled out 3 applications last week.. had an interview for a job.. and no word as to whether or not that went through.  I'm mildly discouraged, but trying desperately to keep my head up.  Still doing well in classes, and will make my first observation this week.  It should be fun.  3 papers to write over the next few weeks and wishing terribly I had a computer of my own.

    Joel's bday is coming up and I'm really happy that I got my refund check yesterday because now I can afford to get him a small present.  Don't know what it will be yet, but hopefully it will be something he'll like very much.  I'm being crafty with the other portion of his gifts, so those should turn out fine.




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